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ويعجز القلب عن الكلام .. وتنحبس الآهة في عمق الوجدان

Happy Birthday

Today started with regular moments, mixed with every single emotional anxiety .. It is the worse day for months. I discovered it's my birthday when I saw an email starting with:

Happy Birthday,

God gave a gift to the world when you were born—
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.

I LOVE YOU !!!!

Sender: Your Daughter :)

It means the world to me ... I stayed for hours just staring at these words, hearing the music that comes with.

I Love u soo much my lovely dear sweet daughter :)

A Shattered Soul

From deep inside

I am shattered
I am suffering
I can't stand it
As life goes on
everyday
there is a part of me dying
even my mind is blown
by the shocking reality of life
I am losing memory of my life
memory of people who brought me sorrow
people who supposed to be my relatives and friends
but now they are too busy
to play the role of relatives and friends.

Is there will be an end to this misery?

but the most shocking reality is that
some people still envy me !
So I am screaming out loud
to all those people
come and take my life
becuase it doesn't worth it
I am just what remained of
a shattered soul